So its about 6:30 and im up early as usual cooking brunch and prepping dinner for the family later in the night.. and today im making a spanish paella and a bouillabaisse (the latter for dinner). Normally i would be elated to eat it all, but you see i am on a diet of sorts and the regular foods i love to eat cannot be eaten due to the fact that my tummy is so gosh darn huge! Its squishy and jiggly and though i would be happy to have a belly full of jelly i have recently craved to be fit. Going to the gym everyday has really been a pain but hopefully ill obtain the figure ive always wanted. But alas until then i shall continue to stare at the food im cooking and pretend that im dieting... even though im really stealing a few nibbles here and there. BAHH who am i kidding, i ate the whole pan of food.. looks like somethings never change =P

               me at 5 in the morning.                            me after the gym in res. ick sweaty.