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18/10/2009

Hide and Seek

Imogen Heap - Hide and Seek

        

I absolutely love this song, 2:55 is my favourite part.
Hope you all like it as much as i do =]



26/06/2009

Life is a Gift

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.'One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend..

He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind.. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that.. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him.

Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.'

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes.
Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations.

Life Is a Gift

Today...
Before you say an unkind word...
Think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food...
Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife...
Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion.

Today...

Before you complain about life...
Think of someone who died too early on this earth..

Before you complain about your children...
Think of someone who desires children but they're barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep...
Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive...
Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job...
Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another...
Remember that not one of us is without sin.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down...
Put a smile on your face and think: you're alive and still around..
27/01/2009

Playmate vs Soulmate....Which one?

In our quest for happiness we must be sure that we don't
settle for a Playmate when God has a Soul mate waiting for us.
Sometimes this is a hard distinction to make. Playmates are tricky.
They are so much fun to be with that even the smartest of us will be
fooled into thinking this has to be our Soul mate. Worse yet too many
of us attempt to make a Soul mate out of a Playmate.

The danger of this is that later, after years of playing we
will meet our Soul mate, but it may be too late. We may have already
made a Life mate of our Playmate and created life-long bonds (emotional,
children, etc.). Or we may have been hurt from playing so hard that we
are in no shape ourselves to be anyone's anything. How can we
distinguish between the One, and just another one? First, we must be
open with ourselves about who we really are and what our soul yearns
for. Only you and God know what is truly in your heart and mind.

Only you know what will make you truly happy and whole. In
order to find your Soul mate you have to know you, first. You must be
willing to listen to that inner voice. And is that voice telling you
that the nerdy person you enjoy talking and sharing your thoughts with,
could be him? What about that friend who is always willing to go the
extra mile for you when no one else will.

Oh no! He's too short or too tall, balding or too hairy, and
on and on Just too ordinary looking for me!

Then there's that girl who makes you feel so special when
you're around her, but she doesn't match that ideal you have conjured
in your head. She's too tall, not slender enough, not light or dark
enough, not shapely enough, not attractive enough, and on and on. She
just couldn't be for me! So what if he or she doesn't look like Shemar
Moore or Vivica Fox. Is he or she going to treat you like the jewel
that you are?

Not only that, his or her soul and yours will commune in ways
you never imagined possible! In order to heed that voice, we have to put
on the back burner our own superficial thinking. Could it be that your
inner desire is for a truly genuine person with a good heart? If you
enjoy playing, stay on the playground. There are plenty of Playmates out
there to occupy your time.

But don't spend too much time playing or you may play your
life away. Eventually the playing loses it appeal and your soul begins
to crave a deeper, more meaningful connection. Your soul begins to
crave your Soul mate.


Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option...
17/01/2009

Ramble

baby ive been thinking lately so much about you
everything about you, i like it i love it
kissing you in public - thinking nothing of it
roses by the dozen, and taking on the phone
baby youre so sexy so lovely
every time i see you my feelings get deeper
i need you in my life.


hehe i love my snowman candy.. can you believe i made it? haha thought not.
15/01/2009

Futures

So here I am once again looking into the sky
The clouds move slowly, by and by
The scene is hypnotizing I can not lie
I just wish I could share this moment with someone by my side.

I don’t know how I got here, or how long it has been
I don’t know how I will get out, or for that matter, get in
Every thing in this world seems so grim
I don’t know where it ends or where it possibly begins.

The sky seem different here day by day
The clouds seem to move this and that way
I don’t remember sleeping, it seems I’m always awake
Never do I grow tired of this hypnotizing gaze.


So here I am once again looking into the sky
The clouds move slowly, by and by
The scene is hypnotizing I can not lie
I just wish I could share this moment with someone by my side…

Whats the story morning glory?

So its about 6:30 and im up early as usual cooking brunch and prepping dinner for the family later in the night.. and today im making a spanish paella and a bouillabaisse (the latter for dinner). Normally i would be elated to eat it all, but you see i am on a diet of sorts and the regular foods i love to eat cannot be eaten due to the fact that my tummy is so gosh darn huge! Its squishy and jiggly and though i would be happy to have a belly full of jelly i have recently craved to be fit. Going to the gym everyday has really been a pain but hopefully ill obtain the figure ive always wanted. But alas until then i shall continue to stare at the food im cooking and pretend that im dieting... even though im really stealing a few nibbles here and there. BAHH who am i kidding, i ate the whole pan of food.. looks like somethings never change =P


               me at 5 in the morning.                            me after the gym in res. ick sweaty.


09/01/2009

Sushi

SO FULL!

i ate too much, URG.

05/01/2009

Winter

I really want to go skating...
Is there someone out there willing to go with me?

Everyone is all for it if its snowboarding or skiing..
But what about the ice?

Skating under snow fall is the best,
Especially the feeling of snow landing on my pig nose.
And hot chocolate to warm my tummy up after its done.

Please someone save me from a skate-less winter.

xo. Porkle.
04/01/2009

Cute Song

Pussycat Dolls - I Hate This Part
       





03/01/2009

The Goldfish

So one day, all the animals of the animal kingdom gathered to prove who had the best love of all.
The lions said, well we have the best love because we are like kings and queens.
The dolphins said, no we do because we have the most fun playing around.
The monkeys, disagreed arguing we are the most like humans so we have the closest thing to love.
The elephants, trumpeted the loudest over all the chatter saying we have the BIGGEST love.
The snails, squirmed and whispered well we have the slowest love.
The cheetahs, purred saying well we are all about the CHASE.
Finally, the goldfish bloop blooped. And said smiling to each other. Well, with all this going on. No one will ever know, that everytime I bloop, I am actually blowing a kiss thinking of you.

AWW.
02/01/2009

New Years

HAPPY FUCKING 2009
good riddance to the old year and hooray for the new.

I got a brand new attitude and i'm going to wear it all year, &if you don't like it kiss my ass.

Much love,
Super Bitch
16/11/2008

To My Friends

1. You are not alone. There is always someone by your side no matter what. If anything else fails, you’ve got me.

2. Like physics, everything returns to its normal state. Even though you went through a rough time, everything will be okay &will work out just fine, in one way or another. 

3. Everything happens for a reason. Did it ever happen to you where you don't want to do something but you do it anyways and it turned out lot better than you thought? There must be a reason behind everything. 

4. With great commitment comes great rewards. If you work your ass off for something, regardless of the process. You will certainly be rewarded in the end. 

5. Great things happen when you least expect it. So stop trying to impress other people. Be yourself, and be who you really are. Don’t let others tell you what to think, say, act. It is totally okay if you say ‘No, that is stupid, I am not gonna do it”

6. Cry a little. It is perfectly normal to cry sometimes. Believe me, you will feel a lot better afterward. Cry a little, then move on. Don’t let one thing stop you from living life. 

7. Nobody is perfect. Face it, there is always someone better than you. This also means that you are better than other people. The truth is, someone will like you just the way you are. 

8. Sometimes, trust strangers. Sounds a little bit weird, but sometimes when you trust people you barely know, they have the simplest answers to your questions. They are very good listeners, and they see the simplest way to see things. If none of your best friends seem to help you at all, seek someone else and talk to them. They will understand it better.

9. Simplicity matters. When you smile, talk to somebody, give somebody a hug, it may seem simple and normal to you, but it may mean a whole lot to them. A simple smile or hug can change the course of their days, weeks, or even make a great impact on the rest of their lives. 

10. Life is good. Breathe. Take a look around where you are at right now, look at the things you have, look at the friends you've got, think about the good times you have had. There are millions of people out there who cannot afford a life like that. Breathe again, and smile. There is a rainbow after every rainstorm.

No matter what everybody else says, you are still awesome.

Much Love,
Porkle


11/11/2008

ABCD Woman

The A-Woman

I am the A-Woman.
I hold the toughest position
I am hard enough to maintain
I am the ultimate keeper
The main squeeze
The fine catch, so to speak

I’m that girl
He spends most of his time with
The one that was worthy enough to meet his boys
(Sometimes the one he complains about the most)
The one he calls “my girl” to his friends

I constantly empower his mind
I’m the chaperon, chauffeur, loan lender, cheerleader and punching bag
All at the same time

To some,
His so called wifey

The B-Woman

The simple kind of girl
With simple plans
She’s the best friend, so to speak
He says “she is just like a sister to me”
She never ridicules him for the smoking, drinking
Fornication or any other faults of his
She is good, clean and wholesome

Sad to say,
A wannabe
No more, no less

She’s the girl he secretly wants to get with
She is the one to have him if she just said the word.
The B-woman knows better
She made sure no one became aware of it

She knew what was best for everyone
And doing so, she keeps shut

She’s the b-girl after all

The C-Woman

She’s that girl your mother warned you about
She’s everything a Sagittarius is described to be

She is the ex who could have, should have and would have
She is the one who understood him best
The one who did all those things I won’t do

She sticks around just in case we don’t work out
She is the one he will not refuse if she comes onto him
She is the one he caresses and embraces

But won’t go all the way with
The one he would give endearment to if it wasn’t for me

This chick is all she could make up to be

The D-Woman

Finally, you have the D woman
You may have seen her at the club,
At a chaotic party
Maybe even on the curb taking in a toke
She is the real deal

He had spoken to her a few times
Should I be worried?
She is far from the idea of perfect daughter
Definitely not someone you would introduce to your mom

Even though she makes it seem like
Dios embodied the word goddess in disguise
She spells disapproval written all over her

She is after all,
The talk of the male town
The ultimate fling
Everyone and anyone’s rebound.

She’s the real dillio

Whose number, I found in his pocket
Sealed on a gloss-kissed paper
The night he went out with his boys
The same night he called
To tell me just enough
To cover the tracks he left

So he can convince himself
That he is being honest with me
Therefore I will have no reason to doubt

He says “trust me, I’m not like most men, give me another chance
“I’m not like any other guy out there…”

At the back of my mind, I chuckle.

His guard was down,
He let his fool rush in,
He committed to something he was not ready for…

And he failed to realize that I am

B, C and D woman

To someone else.
25/10/2008

Dirty Icecream

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         We've only been on one date, baby
 Yeah, and it was fun 'til you started acting crazy
         I don't really find it very cute or sexy
        When you call or incessantly, text me

     It's not in decision, just my female intuition
     Telling me you can't be calling me like that.
30/08/2008

Les Petits Plaisirs

After watching Le Fabuleaux destin d'Amelie Poulain (which i think its a great movie!!!), i began to think about the little things in life we should enjoy, and the ones we do enjoy but just don't pay any attention to.
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In the movie, there are little meaningless details which make the movie so much more spontaneous and enjoyable. Like, how many people are having an orgasm right now? (15), whats the temperature in le sacre coeur? (24 C), whats the humidity? (70%) and the atmospheric pressure? (990 millibars). Amelie indulges herself with sneaking her hands into the bean sac, breaking the top of the creme brulee, turning around at the movie theater to see people's faces, noticing the small details, and skipping stones in the river.

So i wondered, what are my simple pleasures in life? so here a list of them:
- coin collecting
- talking about food
- trying new things
- going on adventures
- using sharpened pencils
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- blowing bubbles
- eating the sides of a sandwich first
- picking up plastic garbage from the lake
- leaving the lucky charm marshmallows to eat last
- getting into a building after being outside in the snow
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- skipping rocks in the river
- staring at the stars in the sky
- leaving footprints in the sand
- feeling the warm bed covers on my skin
- watching vanilla ice cream melt off apple pie

- drawing pigs
- cracking creme brulee's top
- using fruity shampoo on my hair
- eating the soft part of the pizza crust
- drinking hot chocolate during Christmas

- popping bubble wrap
- falling asleep on the phone
- receiving emails from friends
- spraying whipped cream on my mouth
- signing in on msn and knowing that he is online

- having super hot showers
- laying down on after a long day
- looking out the window on a rainy day
- the feeling of snowflakes on the tip of my nose
- blasting the music and dancing in my underwear

- watching fireworks
- watching cartoons on a shitty day
- sleeping with the sound of the rain
- going into a jazccuzi on a freeing day
- smelling the outsides of a chocolate store or bakery

- daydreaming
- going on the swings
- opening a jar by myself
- laughing at stupid things
- saving a different coloured Skittle for the end

- and capturing them all with my camera

What are YOUR simple pleasures?

19/08/2008

Mon Amour Est Comme La Lune

Mon Amour Est Comme La Lune
Juillet 10, 2008

Mon amour est comme la lune
Il change chaque jour
Aujourd'hui, je t'aime tout
Demain, je t'aime à moitié
Le jour suivant, je t' aime rien
Et le cycle se répéte.

12/08/2008

7 things - M. Cyrus

I probably shouldn’t say this, but at times I get so scared when I think about the previous relationship we shared. It was awesome, but we lost it. It's not possible for me not to care. And now we’re standing in the rain, but nothing's ever going to change until you hear the 7 things I hate about you.

It’s awkward and silent as I wait for you to say. But what I need to hear now is your sincere apology. When you mean it, I’ll believe it. If you text it, I’ll delete it. Let’s be clear, I’m not coming back. You’re taking 7 steps here.

The 7 things I hate about you...
You're vain, your games, you’re insecure. You love me and you like her. You make me laugh, you make me cry. I don’t know which side to buy. Your friends, they're jerks. When you act like them, just know it hurts. I want to be with the one I know. And the 7th thing, I hate the most that you do, you made me love you.

And compared to all the great things that would take too long to write, I probably should mention The 7 that I like...

The 7 things I like about you...
Your hair, your eyes, your old jeans. When we kiss I'm hypnotized. You make me laugh, you make me cry, but I guess that’s both I’ll have to buy. Your hands in mine. When we’re intertwined. Everything’s alright. I want to be with the one I know. And the 7th thing I like the most that you do...

You still make me love you.


07/08/2008

√3

the square root of 3
by david feinberg

i’m sure that i will always be
a lonely number like root three
the three is all that’s good and right
why must my three keep out of sight
beneath the vicious square root sign
i wish instead i were a nine
for nine could thwart this evil trick
with just some quick arithmetic
i know i’ll never see the sun as 1.7321
such is my reality, a sad irrationality
when hark! what is this I see
another square root of a three
as quietly co-waltzing by
together now we multiply
to form a number we prefer
rejoicing as an integer
we break free from our mortal bonds
with the wave of magic wands
our square root signs become unglued
your love for me has been renewed